I recently received copies of a new Moon Knight Epic Collection that included my short run on the title. Although these stories were collected fairly recently in an omnibus edition, I hadn’t actually looked at the stories since I wrote them, back in the early nineties. When I flipped the new collection open to the first page of the first story, my heart sank a little because I suddenly remembered a massive goof that made its way into the story. And, as you’ll see, it was all my fault. But let’s go back to the beginning:
As the title suggests, the theme of this six issue arc was absolution, second chances; the core idea being that no one, whatever their flaws, whatever their sins, is ultimately beyond redemption. In order to underscore that, I began the story with a quote from my spiritual master, Avatar Meher Baba (and if you want a little background on my connection to Meher Baba, read this):
“Saints are God’s assets and sinners are His liabilities. God, the infinite source of wisdom and justice, goes on eternally turning His liabilities into assets.”
Perfectly fits the theme, right?
I wrote the first issue script, proofed it, sent it off to Mr. Fingeroth, and, when the book (beautifully illustrated by penciler Ron Garney and inker Tom Palmer) was lettered, went over it with Danny to ensure the script was clear and make any necessary last minute changes. We locked it and Moon Knight #26 went off to the printer.
Some time later, Danny gave me what’s called a make-ready: a copy of the final printed comic, minus the cover, which the editor would get before the book hit the shops. I took the make-ready home, stretched out in bed, and started to read. What I saw on page one was this:
“Saints are God’s assets and sinners are His liabilities. God, the infinite source of wisdom and justice, goes on eternally turning His assets into liabilities.”
Somehow, in transcribing the quote, I’d flipped the words “assets” and “liabilities,” completely transforming, and corrupting, the meaning of the quote—and I hadn’t noticed till I laid eyes on the printed book. (It’s a strange phenomenon that I’ve experienced multiple times: I can proof a script over and over and then, when the printed book is in my hand, a glaring error immediately jumps out at me with a mocking leer.)
To say I was devastated is a massive understatement. I had misquoted my own spiritual master, turned His words upside down—upending the theme of my story in the process—and it was now in print for thousands of people to see and misinterpret! I felt like a total idiot, and, given my nature, would have tortured myself about it for days (perhaps months) had I not suddenly realized that the date was April 1st: April Fool’s Day. A perfect day for me to feel like a fool and for Meher Baba to have a gentle laugh at my expense. Somehow, that knowledge dissolved my misery and I was able to laugh at the situation—and myself.
It was too late to fix that misquote, but I made sure to include the actual quote on the next letters page, along with an apology to the Meher Baba community, seeking my own second chance, my own comic book redemption, in the process. (I was, apparently, living out the theme of the story, albeit in a far less melodramatic fashion.)
I’d forgotten about the incident till flipping open that Epic Collection brought it all roaring back. A powerful reminder that, despite our best efforts, being human means we screw up, we fail, we fall on our faces—and that the Universe is always there, sometimes with a roar of April Fool’s Day laughter, to forgive us.
Thanks, Baba.
©copyright 2025 J.M. DeMatteis
I loved your Moon Knight run. Why was it so short?
ReplyDeleteIf memory serves, I had a lot on my plate and something had to go and, for good or ill, it was Moon Knight.
DeleteThank you for taking the time to answer my question. I have been a fan of yours going back to the New Defenders. And no one writes a better Spider-Man. Yes no one. (Stan Lee is close)
ReplyDeleteYou're very welcome. And thanks for your kind words!
DeleteI don't know Dematteis, I guess I just naturally assumed ALL the lights in your house were lava lamps. You know, being a hippie and all...
ReplyDeleteJack
And this relates to the post HOW...?
DeleteDematteis, if I stuck to the topic you post about do you have any idea how little would be discussed here?
DeleteThat is like 60-70% of the conversation on the site, and 90-92% of the songs of my glory you sing to your friends and family on holidays and gatherings.
Cone on Dematteis, do you want your cousins and Tom DeFalcos burning you at the stake because you ran out of material? I assume I am some kind of god to them.
I am kidding of course, I am not that arrogant. I know I am more of a demigod or prophet in their eyes.
Jack
You're so humble.
DeleteMr Dematteis, I have never truly understood Moon Knight and Stained Scarlet Glass's relationship. At first sight, I always saw Scarlet as the Catwoman of Moon Knight's Batman, but it looks to me it something more. Am I wrong?
ReplyDeleteIt runs deeper than that, but you'll have to read the story to really understand it!
DeleteI debated whether or not to write this, and the best decision would probably have been not--but here I am.
ReplyDeleteI cannot accept that everyone is redeemable. The idea that someone like Hitler, Stalin or Pol Pot could have a change of heart--even if it was provably honest and real--and be forgiven is repugnant to me. But their sins are so massive as to be almost impossible to deal with in any moral system.
The category of "sinners" (not a strong enough word) that actually inspired me to write are persons who rape children, especially for the purposes of producing pornography. I believe they have permanently removed themselves from the human race and no change or heart or positive actions they take can ever redeem them.
I am against the death penalty. I have read books and listened to podcasts about murderers who have regretted their crimes and been able to understand why they took the actions they did, heinous as they may have been.
But nothing in me can make me understand or forgive the actions of a child rapist. If you don't know who Earl Bradley is, look him up and tell me how he could be redeemed. (Or maybe don't look him up--it is a crushingly sad story.)
Maybe what I'm ultimately saying is I am not as good of a person as I could be. But I don't feel wrong thinking the way that I do.
Thank you for your time.
I don't think you're "not as good of a person as you could be." These are extremely difficult, extremely challenging, questions that human beings have been pondering for centuries, and I certainly don't have a definitive answer. But they're questions worth wrestling with—and writing about. (I think one of the reasons I'm drawn to doing deep dives into the psyches of super-villains is that they provide a template for exploring these questions.)
DeleteThanks for sharing your feelings so honestly. Very much appreciated.
One of your quotes that had a profound influence on me is "I believe nothing is real except the love that binds us." I apologize if I'm misquoting but that's how I remember it.
DeleteThe problem of evil is the biggest difficulty in any religion/spiritual system. Saint Augustine thought of evil as having no existence in itself but only as a diminution/corruption of the good while good is simply itself.
One of my favorite scriptures puts it this way "God chose the lowborn things of the cosmos and the things treated as nothing, the things that have no being, in order that he might nullify the things that do have being," Another of my favorites says, "God...gives the dead life and calls forth the things having no existence as having existence."
"The only thing that's real is the love that binds us" is to me a key unlocking what various religious traditions have said in different ways. Love is what makes us real.
The concept of hell or hells is in my reading the idea of a God-thought falling away from the love which makes it real in and of itself, and as a result suffering to whatever degree it clings to unreality (wealth, power, status).
I believe in redemption. It might be possible for a soul to so thoroughly disengage itself from love as to cease being a soul, I suppose, but even so, whatever kernel of the God-thought that sparked it would presumably be reborn in another state, and find new life in it, so as to be real again. I do not believe anything God thinks can ever be irretrievably lost.
--David
Beautifully said, as always, David.
DeleteThis is a long discussion, best left for other venues, but I believe that we are all, essentially, Divine and that, as Avatar Meher Baba said, "There is no creature which is not destined for the supreme goal, as there is no river which is not winding its way towards the sea." That journey may happen in an instant or it may take thousands of lifetimes, but we're all on it.
That is a beautiful quote, JMD. Thanks for sharing Avatar Meher Baba's wisdom and his sense of humor. It has had a profound impact on how I see the universe.
Delete--David
You're very welcome, David.
DeleteHello sir, I hope I'm not interrupting anything, I just wanted to ask a question. What do you think of the character Nightmare from Marvel? He appears in Doctor Strange or Hulk stories, or it's said that the dreams of humanity and writers are in his hands. I think he's a great character for Marvel, and with a lot of potential to be a great villain for the cosmos. Have you ever written about him?
ReplyDeleteI used Nightmare in a GHOST RIDER story back in the 80s, and in a DEFENDERS story I co-wrote with Keith Giffen many years later. Wonderful character.
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